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You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone
And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist.
Maybe that's all family
really is. A group of people who miss the same
imaginary place.
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Hey everyone, wow feels like a long time since I've updated this thing. I guess its because most of you guys have stopped commenting on my entries and that led me to think you guys don't care. So I just didn't see much of a point in it. Today is an exception though, for today is the 15 month anniversary of Kayla and I. I can't say enough how happy I am to be with her. Its so sad that we're not able to see eachother today. I would of really really loved that. So we're gonna see eachother Saturday instead. I can't wait to see her again! Its always so great when I'm around her. Like all my worries just dissapear and the only thing that matters then is just her and me. I love that feeling so much, its like for those moments when I'm with her everything is just perfect. She's made me so very happy. Stomach is growling now, I'm off to find something to eat now.
I love you Kayla, for eternity!♥♥
-Chris
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[22 Jun 2005|01:16pm] |
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Hey, i'm actually updating. How have you all been? I hope you all are doing well. It's been a while since my last post, I hardly ever use this journal. Yesterday was 14 months for Kayla and I ♥ These past 14 months have been the best. I love spending time with her. We first went to the mall and bought our Warped Tour tickets, and then went to movies and saw Batman. I can't wait until Warped Tour in San Antonio, I will be spending the day with Kayla again. We have gotten so much support from everyone, including her parents. For that, I am very thankful. I can't wait until the day until we're finally married. I love you Kayla, for eternity ♥
-Chris
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Long time no post, I hope you all are doing okay. Saturday was really great, I got to see Kayla ♥ for our one year and one month anniversary. We went to the Macaroni Grill for dinner, and then to the movies, where we saw Dear Frankie. It was a pretty good movie. I love you Kayla so much, I don't know what i'd do without you ♥ She always makes me feel so great. Hopefully this weekend i'll be able to see her again, i'd love that so much. Well, I better be going now. I love you Kayla, for eternity<3333333333.
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[21 Apr 2005|06:24pm] |
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Hey everyone, yeah I'm still alive and well and decided to post on this very special day. Unless you've been living under a rock then you would know that I'm going out with the best girl ever Kayla.♥ Well anyway today is our one year anniversary and I couldn't be happier about it all. I find it really hard to put into words what this year has been. So for simplicity purposes I'll just say AMAZING to say the very least. I feel very lucky to be able to have someone so special in my life. Sometimes when I'm with her I'll stop and think "There's no way other couples could be feeling this." don't misinturpet that, I wasn't trying to piss off any other couples or anything. Its just how amazing the feeling is to me to be with Kayla. I can't wait to see her on Saturday to feel that again. Well I'll be ending this now so that I can talk to Kayla.♥ I love you Kayla for eternity.<333 This is just one of the many many many years we'll be sharing together.♥
-Chris
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I hope you all had a great weekend. I know I did. On Saturday I went to see Kayla♥. Friday was 9 months for us♥. I love her so much. Its been really great. So on saturday we went to the movies and saw Sideways. I thought the movie was good, just it was more meant for older people(I hope that made sense.). Then on sunday I did absolutely nothing at all. I loved it, its probably bad to enjoy doing nothing at all. Wow I noticed that since my last update, I have only one more new friend on myspace..If you have it please add me? The link to mine is in my userinfo. Sorry to cut this so short, its just that getting really hungry. Since there's no food in my house, I must go on a quest to find food now.
-Chris
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I never know how to start these things off...Anyway Here I am, to make an update...Yeah its been like 3 months since my last one. Sorry about that. I'm so glad no one has taken me off their friends list. I promise from this moment on to be better about updating/commenting on journals. I can't say exactly why I stopped doing these things....I'm not sure why myself. I just know that I will be better about it. So uh...Hope you all had a very nice holiday. Mine were alright. Except for spending time with the family and whatnot. I'm really overwhelmed by all the stuff I should talk about. UH..Boring details..No one wants to read about those. So I started school today..I'm very tired from it. Ah, before I forget I have myspace now. Look for the link in my userinfo page. It would be so cool if some of you added me on there also. Hmmm...Sorry to cut this update short..but if i don't get some rest I'ma pass out here in front of the screen. In case you didn't read all that above there I'll summerize...I'm sorry for not being around, and I'm doing well and hope you all are too.
-Chris
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Wow..Hey everyone hows you guys' life? Well mine has been bad I must say, and its also the reason I haven't updated until now. I'm trying really hard to not be negative in my posts. It seems like no one likes negativity. So uhmm lets just talk about glass-half-full type shit alright, alright. Todays my birthday, I'm deciding to spend it at my brother's house. What a mess this'll be. Ugh there I go being negative about things. Anyway this past weekend went really good, I got to see Kayla♥ we went to the movies and saw Team America, I didn't much really like it. Anyway after that we went into Garden State...Speaking of which Kayla made me a Garden State shirt for my birthday I love it soo much. Thank you Kayla, I♥you. Kinda sucks everyone blew me off today, when i suggested that we do something, everyone had like a reason not to. Either it was work or they had other plans. Which is why I'm going to my brother's house, its not all bad there. The food is pretty good. Just the environment is pretty hostile as of recent. Its better than staying at home right? I hope so. That shall conclude my post. Thanks for reading.
-Chris
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Hey everyone how'd your weekends go? Mine was great. Starting off on saturday going to the movies with Kayla. We saw Ladder 49..which was alright. Then we saw Garden State. If you haven't seen Garden State yet then uh you should probably stop reading this and go see it and then come back and comment, because I like that. I had a really great time with Kayla. Then on Sunday I went to Six Flags, it was kinda lame. I had to hear all this crap from people since i quit working there. It was driving me crazy anyway. Anyway after I did that I was supposed to hang out with my friends Arthur and Luis again. We were gonna go to this haunted house I'd been wanting to check out. It seems like they came up with every excuse possible not go. In the end though, we all went. It wasn't so scary, the scariest part of it was when these three guys surrounded us and asked "who was messing with the material?" Luis and me looked kinda puzzled. Turns out Arthur picked up a stick and threw it..funniest shit ever!! From that moment on Luis and me made him go first just so he wouldn't touch anything. My pants also got ripped by this metal thing in there. All and all it was a good night, the whole pants thing aside. Then yesterday I woke up with this terrible headache. I felt like crap all day. I studied as much as I could yesterday. Yesterday was pretty bad now that I think about it. I had a breakdown yesterday. It wasn't so cool. Then today I woke up feeling like crap still so I went to the doctor and the doctor gives me lots of meds and a shot...great huh? Probably because of how I feel I'll end up missing Snow Patrol and Eisley tonight =(. Anyway I should get going, doctor told me to get plenty of rest.
-Chris
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I would just like to say that if for any reason this update sounds forced...its because it probably is and could end at any time. Why forced you may ask, I'll tell you. Its because of all you nice people adding me and me saying yesterday that I said I would. I couldn't very well let everyone down. I think I'll start off by talking about how the rest of yesterday went. Well once I finished my update I got some food and went to hang out with my friend Arthur at his job. (He works at a video game store.) After playing many many games of Donkey Konga with him (which i won of course) i waited there till he got off so I could take him to pay his phone bill and get some food. We got some pizza and then I dropped him off at home and went home myself. After that all I did was stay online for the rest of the night, which was kinda nice. Sleep wasn't so good last night, I'm having nightmares again. =/ Once I woke up today I was feeling sick, I didn't wanna go to school but i did anyway. I ended up just like spacing out the whole day, taking mindless notes of what was being said. After that I went to vist Arthur at his job again, it was Donkey Konga round two I guess. Once I got there I saw that my friend Luis was there, which isn't cool. Seeing how hes been ignoring me and saying the most fucked up things about me. So I go in against my better judgment, and turned out to be an alright thing I guess. Arthur had this brilliant idea to go eat after he got off. So we all agreed we'd go eat, while i was waiting for him to get off these guys came in the store and they had the dorkiest convo. ever. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty dorky myself, but wow this exceeded my level of toleration. After he got off late we headed to meet Luis for food. I had some spaghetti which was awesome as always. I guess it was cool because they agreed to pay for the meal. After that I went home and here I am now. This weekend seems to be a pretty good one. But I won't say anymore or I might jinx it. Before I forget I also wanna thank all the nice people whom added me. Hmm why do you think I put that at the end of the entry....you think its just to make sure you read it before you get thanked?....Nah no way. Wow after reading all that I just wrote, I noticed some errors yes however I more importantly noticed how boring it seems to be to reading all this. Guess I'll let you decide that. Well till next time..
-Chris
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[06 Oct 2004|09:53am] |
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Not a whole lot has been going on which is why I haven't updated in awhile. Seeing how this is the first time updating since i got this really really neat layout I would like to thank Kayla♥ for making it for me. Now since I have a layout I need some friends. So uhmm anyone wanna be my friend? Haha that sounded so desperate. Its been like two weeks since I've updated, I think its easier to update if you update more often. Its like I have so much to say..but then again so much of that is so unimportant. I'll update more often from now on, so I won't be overwhelmed at what to say in here. I can say this though things are going pretty great. Nothing really bad is happening to me. School might be a little crazy, but I'm sure its that way for everyone. Wow during this update I got really hungry. Think I'll go find some food now. I'll update again tomorrow.
LET ME BE YOUR FRIEND. (please?)
-Chris
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[21 Sep 2004|08:47pm] |
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Hey, as promised here i am updating again layout or not. Today was a good day even though this morning when I woke up I didn't feel very good at all, I ended up having to lay down at home for awhile before finally feeling well enough to make it to school. Sure i missed my class, but c'mon does anything really important happen during the first class anyway? I ended up barely making it for my 2nd class which is government. Pretty boring for the most part. After that I had a test in psychology, not so hard. It just sounds difficult. After school i went to return a movie i had rented (this is spinal tap). After that i went to barnes and noble looking for cool cds. I bought The Polyphonic Spree: Together we're heavy, Air: Moon safari, and the soundtrack to Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. I haven't really heard them all so much yet to tell you if their good or not, I'll let you know as soon as I do. After that i went home took a pretty long nap, because i slept soo crappy last night for some reason. Once I woke up I waited to talk to Kayla♥. Once she got on I got to talk to her on the phone for a long time. It felt soo nice to talk to her. Today marks 5 months we've been together. These 5 months have truly been the best I can ever remember, she makes me feel so good about things. I love her ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ soo much. I'm sure that the next 5 months we spend together will be just as amazing. After talking to her I went to pick up arthur and he rented Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind for me, its not even out yet. Pretty special eh? Well anyway I'm off to watch it, I'll update tomorrow and let you know how it is.
Kayla♥♥
-Chris
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I'm updating this without a layout, *hides from LJ fashion police* mostly because I can't really decide on colors and such. I think some suggestions would be most helpfull. Anyway..onto how my day was..If I had to use only one word to describe my day, it'd be boring. I didn't do much of anything besides lay around and eat. Sound like fun right? Well tomorrow promises to be exciting with me having school, I'll have to update again to share the excitement of my day. I guess I'm done updating for now. This entry is so lame. I'm off to eat more. Later days.
-Chris
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